Tuesday, April 17, 2007

SHOCKED

I know I said I wasn't gonna write about her anymore but w/e, I'm over that know.

So she gave these items I've been asking for. I just asked for one and I thought that she would just give me it and that would be that. NO, she gave me 8 of them, really nice ones too. I was so...shocked, suprised and happy about it. I mean she's never really done this much just for me before, just because I wanted it. She is even sending me a card in the mail.

All this lil things are just adding up and it makes me feel good that she is doing it. In fact, I want to do something more for her. I already got her a suprise for when I get back home but now I want to do something more for her, something that I know she would love.

I'm like that as a person, do for me and I'll do double for you.

I just feel bad I can't do anything for her right now. But I'll take her somewhere really nice as my treat or something like that.

But this is a definite good shock.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

A Good Friend?

For the first time in a long time, I actually was seriously concerned about another male besides my father. Kinda wierd, not gay.

Friend of mine was running his race, 110 meter hurdles. On the last hurt his ankle came down and he stumbled across the finish line and fell. Unknownling, I started to head toward the finish line too see if he was alright. He started to get up but couldn't and then just when back down into the ground and covered his face. A fast paced walk turned into a jog. Another guy and me ended up carrying him of to the table.

Point being, I generally don't get involved when other people have problems. There is a enough other people there, let them handle it. Everyone get hurt, shit happens that life. But I was actually concerned this time and willing to help out. Does the mean that I consider him a good friend? I haven't had a real good guy friend in a while.

Come to think of it, we go a lot of places together and tell each other a lot of things. I even decided to step in when he was having problems with this girl to keep him from doing something stupid. Can't let the beginning of their relationship become messed up.

So I wonder he is going to one of the people that is one of my friends for life?