Done...Once again lol, I can only laugh and cry at the same time

So once again Ginger kicked me out her life.

Oh well. Now that I really look back, she does have major issues that will require major therapy if she is ever going to be right.

If her 'friends' really had the right idea about what is in her best interest, they would stop her. Like what kind of friend lets their best friend lose their virginity to a 35 year old married man with two kids on the first night being with him? What kind of friends let you just sleep with a guy who has herpes? SERIOUSLY. With friends like that, who needs enemies.

And now with this teacher, she knows it a short term thing She looks at all guys as short term things so nothing she does really matters. What is the difference between that and hoe? Just going from guy to guy.

But this 33 year old english teacher she is into now. What kind a 33 year old professor and a 19 year old freshman be doing together? They are at completely different stages in life. And really is like a man swooing a young girl. But of course the young woman can't see that. And her reason is because she is lonely.

And simple test of right and wrong is can you bring it up in public? Can you talk about it a dinner party?
"yea I slept and dated my professor who was 14 years older than me".

She says she has standards but I have yet too see one standard of hers. Any guy that goes after it she likes. Which goes back to being lonely. Being with someone for a brief moment to fulfill your loneliness isn't solving a problem but making a bigger one. When she meets someone she really loves, how is he going to take all of this? Many guys would realize she has issues....Many guys would....

How many guys will she continue to throw herself at? How many people will she sleep with that she shouldn't? Will she ever have any real morals, ethics or standards? What caused her to be this way? All questions that are not for me but for her and will go unanswered for the rest of her life probably.

But I'm not offering my advice to her anymore because she doesn't want to hear someone who won't agree with her. Someone would stand against her and tell her to really examine what you are doing and is this truly a good path to take. She has to look at her self and face the fucked up decisions to she moves apast everything like its nothing.

She really hasn't changed at all but I shouldn't have expected any different.