Ok, at this point I really don't know what this girl wants with me. She says, "I don't want a relationship and end up liking you." So then we just end up having sex. Ok no feelings, got it. But then other nights she will call me not to have sex but just to sleep with her. Ok, I thought we were going with a no attachment thing here. She is also opening up as a person more and more. She is no longer trying to be defensive even about the most insignificant thing. And to open up, it is no longer after sex or when she has had some alcholol. Its just happens.
And now I'm questioning what I want with her. I don't think she is a person I would fall in love with, or have a serious relationship with. But I never say never because the last person I fell in love with I was only going to have as a hook up but that changed. And she is graduating in december and going who knows where. I'm not going to admit this to her but I am getting feelings, especially after the sleep over. But where is this going to go? Should I stop before it gets to deep?
Another one of lives questions which I have to figure out for myself....life sux :)
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
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