Toya

Toya really does put up a lot with me, and I'm not sure I deserve her.

She calls and I never call back because I'm really busy and get really tired. But she does. I don't know how she felt about this weekend because I really did want to come and I was going too until I get injured and just got depressed. I can't get injured now, its too close to conference(something Coach Thomas would say, lol).

So I really want to do something nice for Toya for putting up with all my bs, she really is a great girl. At this point, I would definitley date her and make time for her if she was down here. But I just can't do the distance thing right now, not at this point of my life. I just want a relationship where someone is actually there.

And I'm just waiting for her to be mad at me like "why didn't you call me back" or something like that but she never does. And if she did, I would completely agree and say, "your right, you every right to be mad at me".

So yea, at duke, I'll do somthing nice for her.