I'm so f**in mad right now I actually I have to write it out.

She never realizes when she is wrong ever. And when she does, she thinks it ok to just overlook it, like everything is ok. Well its not. She hates taking any resonsibility for her actions. For example, one night I made plans with her to have dinner. She said she would call at three o'clock saying a maybe and at 6 o'clock giving a definite. Doesn't call at 3 but I go buy the chicken but I shouldn't have knowing her level of responsibility. So I go work-out, run do my thing, come back, still no call at 6. I'm starving but I want to give her the benefit of the doubt of calling. So I go do some other stuff, shower etc. An hour goes by and still no call. I say forget it and make dinner. I then talk to her friend how I'm going to try and see what the reason why, and I was betting she had fallen asleep. Little did I know at the time, her friend and her were busying making a giant lie to and telling her other friends to act a long. But the lie was bullshit and still didn't excuse her for calling, and it turined into a huge fight online. And then at the end of the fight she decides to ignore me. What person in their right mind would do something like this. Make up a complete lie and then get into a huge fight trying to defend. And then what did she expect would happen if I found out about the lie? I at first forgave her recently instead of getting mad because I don't want to fight. But then she turns into a bitch. She loses her charger, suprise surpise. So I try to give her one of my but none fit. Then I let her drive my car around without insurance or a license putting me at risk. And we only have two days to hang out bc we're both going away. So when I ask her lets watch a movie, she is unwilling to make time to do so. She doesn't want to give up any of her time. She acts like the rest of the completely selfish edgemont bitches, who in the end think just about themselves.

And I know she's going to ask her friends about it and they are all going to take her side. NO DUH. Why do you think when you go to trail, the Jury isn't your friends? Thats like a sure victory. But no, she can't see the bias so in her mind, she is always right, she deserves nothing. And I'm always in the great part of the wrong. Always. Even before camp, she told me if I feel a certain way, to just tell her, without being mean or putdowns or anything. And I sent a single message saying, "And thats why I ask if you really want to know but I sorta expect little or no response back. Compassion or encouragement would be nice.". She turns into a huge bitch how she is to busy to leave a 5 word message. But of course she will have some way of justifying it. She always does. ALWAYS. Never wants to be wrong and just say sorry and have that be the end. I even left a message saying,"I'll drop it, whatever". But in her mind it still lives on. And the worst thing she has done is the silent patriach, its when a person doesn't respond at all. And it really is aggravating and infuriating and she constantly does it even thought I asked her to stop.

Now she'll have a reason for all this I know. But she can't see what she does causes fight. And now, because I feel used, abused and mistreated, which just pumps me so full of hate, I feel like I just want to see the worse possible things happen to her. Forget helping her, forget what I didn't bother to tell how about what was in store for her that would really help her. Its like this evil burning feeling.