Not Knowing

I've always had my dream job for working at apple. And I almost got it on my campus. It would have been perfect for me because it pays good money and it keeps me on campus, plus I love working with computers. So I'm a irrated not at the fact I did not get the job, but they did not tell me why. The things that irritate me the most are when they are done without reason. Why?

Well with a reason, I feel that they had justification why they didn't hire me. It was not tyrnacial like "he was black", "we didn't like his blue eyes", "his hair was very greasy", or the worst is when some old man hires a young big breasted girl. I love big breasted girls too but I love money and a good job even more. So were they actually more qualifed than me? Maybe yes, maybe no, but I will never know and that is life.

The second reason is because if I do not know, there is no self improvement. I can play the interview over and over in my head and then start making up stuff that was not true or not relevant so I'm not going to do that anymore. But if they would tell me what I did wrong, I can take it, improve upon it, and then not do it in an interview with another company.

So lesson learned....there was none.