She's mad at me and I don't know why.


I think its because of the blog she wrote or something I said to her about. Basically all I said is for her to have faith in herself and love herself.

Like when I talk to her about going to college, big names colleges in particular, she thinks she can't get in. Like she isn't smart enough to get in when she is. She blames her science and math but she doesn't realize her grades aren't bad, that is if she is telling the truth to me. And colleges don't just look at grades. She does dance, involved in so many clubs, is a great writer. All of that can be huge deciding factors for acceptance to college. She has so much more to offer an college than some nerdy kids with grades and who study today. College wants people who have a good background and can enrich the enviroment. Sorry but kids who just study all day don't do that. She has to believe in herself, she can do it.

And she thinks she is ugly because of her skin. She is really not, and her skin is fine. I would know because I've prob been closer to her skin than anyone. I can tell her this and the whole world can too, but its gonna come down to her just loving herself and not being so hard herself. It makes me mad when she looks down on herself like that.

She is a beautiful and smart girl both inside and out.

I just wish she would realize it.

So I'm just gonna wait until she feels ready to talk again, give her some space. Hopefully it won't be weeks. Nah, she's not one of those girls who stay angry for that long.