I'm getting use to it.

WHen it happened before, it was harder not thinking about. But now I can more easily and I accept it for what it is.
Its gonna happen, like I said before, and when it does, I don't now how things will change. The definitely will thou.

I don't remember the qoute exactly, but I know a dying man said it. It was about you have to fully put yourself into an emotion to accept and then get it over it. I guess he was right. Can't like to yourself or you just end up hurting yourself.

So I've decided to think about it to the point where it no longer affects me. Ultimatly to become impassive to thought. That way I can move on.

:)

Happy Days